malalai khan

I want this year to be my healing era. There will be lots and lots and lots of downs but I want to try on the ups. I want to break the mould that has been building up around me. I am pathetic at trying but I want to try for real this time. I am terrible at learning but I want to learn and grow as a person. I want to love unconditionally. I want to be a better version of myself. I might not change myself entirely, obviously, but I want to work on my flaws. I want to cut through myself, get hurt but heal anew. I am tired of being tired. I am tired of being a coward. I want to look back and admire, knowing that I tried despite it all.