malalai khan

Do you ever get the feeling that you can’t believe you exist?

Your eyes dim to the reality around you that slowly fades for a split second as if everything, the very existence of life, seems impossible. You try to comprehend the matter and nature of your body, try to remember something that might give you a glimpse into the hidden truth as if desperately wanting to wake up from a dream, from a nightmare. And in despair, you touch yourself and question your being, but everything comes alive again like before.

I get this sort of feeling a lot.