anna, i need to remind you that your life is not something to wait for. to wait for numbers. to wait for your dream to become true or not. to wait for luck to have its way. to wait for other people to accept you as you are.
it is for living. and it will take time, yes. a lot maybe. but if you are doing something that makes you genuinely happy, then that is not a lifetime wasted.
so whatever you are choosing in life, and you are very sure about it, it will make fruition. and even if you don’t know what to do or whatever you are doing, it is completely fine. there are tons of people who don’t what they’re doing or what they want to do. it’s never too late.
time is just a number. your life isn’t.
so if you are feeling down because of a missed opportunity of any sort, know that there will be tons more again.
the world isn’t ending and it isn’t going anywhere. you are still here, alive and breathing and dreaming.
your life is lived at your own pace. you will figure it out on your own, and you will know it there and then 🩵
malalai khan 
Dare to disturb the universe?